Saturday, February 10, 2007

hais.
i seriously donnoe wat's happening to me lorh.
everything is like not going the way i want it to be.
hais.
im not doing alright for my studies.
i'm not doing alright in terms of conduct in school.
hais.
i used to be someone who i could like take in or memorise kindof a lot of stuff.
NOW?
i used to be a kindof person u could call guai.
but NOW?
i get scoldings. from teachers.
especially?
my english teacher.
i just donnoe what's wrong with me la.
is it i have changed during the hols or wat?
i don't noe.
i just donnoe why is this like happening to me la.
now, no matter how much i study.
it's like going down the drain.
it's not any use.
now, i sometimes think. why do i have to keep studying? whatever for?
when i produce such mediocre results?!
hell.

Love's beautiful.
10:26 PM

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

hais.
alot of things happen this month.
then now u liddat dui wo lorh.
i ask a simple question u also got problem.
u don have to liddat dui wo de lorh.
ask something u also want shout.
it's a fact : when you're nice, you're really a great great and nice person, really.
but when you're angry or whatever? you're really unreasonable.
i'm not angry with u, nor am i frustrated with u. i dont hate u either.
i'm just... dissappointed with u.
i just dont get it la.

Love's beautiful.
7:46 AM

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

woohoos.
not blogged in a long time le.
been kinda busy... with all the tests and homework coming up...
damn glad la..
my trip can be subsidised le. (:
damn glad. (:
sian.
i'm sick today. ):
down with the flu and a sore throat. ):
oh well.
oh yah.
CHEER UP LA DE HONG.
DON GET TOO UPSET ABOUT HER.
(:
really dead.
there's a history test like next week and i haven even started?!
sians. ):
but serious la. don really get wat teacher's saying.
then... i shall study from my notes. (:
and thanks pei wei, for lending me your history notes yeah. (:

Love's beautiful.
5:44 PM

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Friday, December 22, 2006

!CHRISTMAS WISHLIST___*//
1) that goong tofu man from minitoons! (x
2) to be able to finish up ALL my holiday assignments before school reopens. (i noe it's a little late.) XD
3) to work real real hard for 2007.
4) my mp3 to be ok.
5) new orange/ yellow earpieces from creative. (x

!3 PEOPLE WHO NEED TO DO THIS___*//
1) ROXANEchan.
2) tanWEILIN.
3) yeoSIHUI.

Love's beautiful.
9:31 PM

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

wow.
this year has really been a fast one.
after so many months this year,
i experienced and learnt alot of things through many experiences.
i made new friends, got into quarrels and learnt to let go of what i couldn't have.
i cried, i laughed.
BUT.
i had friends who went through everything with me : from school life to personal matters like leaning on each other for support during our times of troubles.
but then, most of all.
there won't even be me if not for god.
seriously.
the times when i really needed help.
when there really seemed no solution except for a miracle.
he really helped me,
not just once,
twice,
or even thrice.
he helped me ALWAYS & UNCONDITIONALLY.
no matter how bad we are.
no matter whether we are christians or not.
no matter if there really won't be any solution.
he will ALWAYS help us.
it's touching to know that he doesn't mind despite us being bad.
for instance.
many miracles had happened to me.
but this was a really memorable one.
it happened on a geography end-of-year examination in sec 1.
i was rushing through the last few pages of the geography paper during the LAST 10 MINUTES OF THE EXAM.
i really felt all was lost for me, especially with the tensing time constrain that was definitely stressing me out during that time.
so, i made a short prayer. a really short one.
i prayed to god, asking for help from god that i could have enough time to finish the paper.
and guess what, i rushed through the paper and i really did it.
in fact, i did kinda ok for that paper, with the fact that i passed it.for this, i really thanked god for helping me.
but then, god only helps those who helps themselves. (:

Love's beautiful.
11:04 PM

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Friday, December 08, 2006

1) are u a chinese or english freako?
# english. (x
2) if time is going to stop, what would u possibly do during that time?
# enjoy life to the fullest with loved ones. (:
3) do u prefer a playpool or a playground?
# playpool. (:
4) do u usually gossip about others or are u being gossiped about?
# acturlly, both. =X
5) do you prefer simple or complicated stuff?
# acturlly, both. (:
6) do you tackle numbers or alphabets better?
# don't noe... maybe alphabets?
7) what makes you pissed off?
# it depends. (:
8) do u think 24 hours is too long, too short, or just alright?
# i think it's too short when i'm tied down with loadsa work.
9)would u judge people by their appearance?
# well, yeah, initially. later on when i get to noe them better,
i won't.
10) what's attractive in your eyes?
# loved ones and the things i like? (:
11) do u treasure stuffs that u own, or u have insatiable desires?
# both. (x
12) if your computer just hanged up, with a long long document not being saved, how will u react?
# i'll be damn pissed off. maybe some vulgar? XP
13)do u believe in miracles?
# yeah. (:
14) do u often tend to forget the past, or are u trying hard to do so?
# it depends on how memorable the past events are. the more memorable, the harder it will be to forget.
15) in your mind, why do u think there are colours out there?
# to make the outside world look much better and... modern?
lol. (:
16) have you ever pitied those who are really pitiful, and even shed tears for them?
# yeah, sometimes.
17) describe yourself in attitude.
# a kinda average and normal person. but sometimes i'm really hyper. XD
18) do you believe in horoscopes, etc?
# yeah.
19)describe music in your life.
# "without music, life would be a mistake." quoted from gramaphone. (:
20) what do u think blogging is about?
# to be something like a diary, just that it's not personal, such that people can even comment about what u write in ur blog.
21) what style are u trying to get hold of?
# a person with great attitude. (:
22) when u fail a test, how will u react?
# i'll probably be greiving for a while, then i'll work harder for the next test. (:

IN THE PAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU :
23) cried?
# yeah.
24)worn jeans?
# nope.
25) met someone?
# yeah.
26) dome laundry?
# yeah.
27) went hungry?
# yeah.
28) talked on the phone?
# yeah.
29) said i love you?
# nope.
30) believed in yourself?
# erm... not really?
31) believed in your friends?
# yeah. (:
32) believed in the tooth fairy?
# nah.
33) believed in destiny or fate?
# erm.. maybe?
34) believed in ghosts?
# er... maybe?
35) believed in UFOs?
# nah.

36) have you ever wished that u had another name?
# nope. (:
37) do u like anyone?
# yeah... i guess so?
38) which of your friends act most like u?
# nah, none.
39) who was there when u cried most?
# friends. <333
40) what's the best feeling in the world?
# achieveing what you've always wanted.
41) what's the worst feeling in the world?
# losing someone u love deeply/dearly.
42) what time is it now?
# 9.28 p.m.
43) which is better, macdonald's or KFC?
# i like both. (:
44) single or group dates?
# group dates. (x
45) adidas or nike?
# both. (:
46) lipton or nestea?
# lipton. (:
47) coffee?
# for late nights. (:

DO YOU :
48) smoke?
# nope.
49) curse?
# yeah, sometimes. =X
50) take a shower?
# yeah, obviously.
51) have a crush?
# erm... maybe?
52) think you've ever been in love?
# i don't think THAT was love...
53) like school?
# yeah, i guess so.
54) think you're a health freak?
# nope.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU :
55) drink alcohol?
# no.
56) been to the mall?
# yeah.
57) been on stage?
# erm.. yeah.
58) eaten sushi?
# yeah.
59) been dumped?
# nope.
60) gone skating?
# yeah! ice-skating. (:
61) coloured your hair?
# nope.

HAVE YOU EVER :
62) played a stripping game?
# NO.
63) changed who u were to fit in?
# maybe i did in the past.
64) u are hoping to get married?
# yeah...?

65) I LOVE roxane, gim chen, tingwei, sihui, meixian, weilin, xuanning, and loads more. (x
66) I FEEL pissed off.
67) LIVING IN THE DUSTBIN, I FEEL so small?
68) I HIDE in my own world. (:
69) I MISS him now.
70) I NEED more $$$. XD

THE 7 PEOPLE THAT NEED TO DO THIS ARE jianwei, sihui, priscilla, xuanning, meixian, xunhui and weilin. (:

Love's beautiful.
9:04 PM

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Thursday, November 30, 2006

woos.
so long nvr blog le.
went for counsillor workshop today.
just played games all the way acturlly la.
haha. (x
but really very fun la.
then after X told me about him,
i acturlly also don care le la.
dowant care le.
no use de.
just go on with life lorh.i mean, what she said earlier on also correct mah.
so i just get on with life lorh.
try not to let him affect me lorh. (:

Love's beautiful.
8:44 PM

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